Originally Posted by
Spanky69
First of all yes it’s a loop. Why I don’t know. My relationship life is one continuous loop. I don’t see any happy women along the way. By that I mean at the end they are never happy.
I move on and destroy once again.
Getting back to this relationship.
We are back on!
It took 407 messages between us last night. I only realised the number this morning when I reread everything. Obviously her input is half of those. I don’t know how many of you guys have a real bond with your sex worker friends? I’m so fickle I was ready to just delete her number and end everything on a whim. I know I’d regret it but it’s either on or off, there’s no middle ground.
I’d say there’s a strong bond of insanity.
Who is the craziest, her or I ?
That’s a topic that only the future knows.
No it’s not Johny.
If it was made up I wouldn’t have wasted so much time extrapolating. I’d just be randomly posting comments on the forum instead of sticking to this one thread. Yes I’ve posted on two other threads but you got upset didn’t you?
You have to remember this relationship will either crash and burn very shortly or it’ll stand the test of time. We’ve been through a lot already. More than most couples.
Mentally I’m the stronger of the two and have other girls to fall back on. She isn’t as tainted by life as I am. Yes she sucks cocks for a living and thus should be more worldly, possibly hardened… or is that just her customers?
I often wonder if she has been through tragedy previously and that’s why she’s chosen this profession or she’s just an opportunistic person looking for the next big catch. She knows what I’m like and I her. It takes two to tango and even at the end of our message exchange last night I had to reign her in. She submitted and I knew things were back on track. My track.
Yes Johny it’s all real, very real.
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