Yea man, you need to take a step back. I think you are already at a place where you are hurt. No shame, we've all been there more or less. You have a real gf so maybe take some time off and go on a trip with her or something. Get away for a little bit to clear your head. There's no point in thinking about that WL. She's just really good at her job. It's okay, sometimes you just need to take a L. It doesn't mean you are taking a L forever, you'll come back, no worries.
By the way, you should delete her contact and block her. Also, stop check the roster, it's not going to do you any good.
Are you saying the body count ratio between a normal girl you find on the dating apps to be the same as a chick that works in a brothel that fucks blokes for money? I can get behind that the modern women's body count are higher then back in the days but comparable to a career WL? No way.
That's actually fucked. Do you no longer like your GF? I think you should probably break up with her.
While I agree that in the Western countries women are more liberal and they do hook up with plenty of men. It is not to the level of a ML/WL. A popular will probably be doing say 4-5 guys daily, if not more. I doubt there would be too many women on Tinder for example, doing that on a daily basis.
That's actually fucked. Do you no longer like your GF? I think you should probably break up with her.[/QUOTE]
I do still like her , but you know , boys just wanna have fun right .
If you are going to continue seeing her, I would caution you against going bareback as you have a girlfriend. Don’t allow your decisions to impact an innocent party.[/QUOTE]
Yea sir . I will.
ML doesnt allow me to go bare anymore. As there was one old client. Took off his condoms while having a FS without her notice. Lucky she noticed that not long after . Since then she never do FS with anyone anymore . It was happened last sunday. Well but she still did FS with me last night .
She also told me before not to come to the shop and waste my money anymore as we can meet outside. Last night i went to visit her . Gave her one 50$ note and one 20$ note. The price is 60$ . But she gave me back the 20$ note. Asked her “why is that?” . she said “cause you came here so often” and she just put it back to my pocket lol.
And she still down to meet up for lunch outside . Cause im too busy working, its just hard for both of us to match our free time.
Since you’re so keen to continue seeing this broad, how about an AR on your missus and a contact number …. Of course I am joking but you clearly have low morals for your relationship.
What goes around, comes around, right?
I get it, you can’t help your feelings. I recently was hooked on my bodyscrub ML (i’m single so its not quite the same) but it dawned on me that I met her at her place of work. Nothing good can come of it. You have to let it go. Realise you are JUST another customer. Any day another customer could come along and try just a little harder than you and will win … until another higher bidder comes along. The women in this profession are not dating / marriage material. Do yourself a favour and quit seeing her before you ruin yourself.
Yea sir . I will.
ML doesnt allow me to go bare anymore. As there was one old client. Took off his condoms while having a FS without her notice. Lucky she noticed that not long after . Since then she never do FS with anyone anymore . It was happened last sunday. Well but she still did FS with me last night .
She also told me before not to come to the shop and waste my money anymore as we can meet outside. Last night i went to visit her . Gave her one 50$ note and one 20$ note. The price is 60$ . But she gave me back the 20$ note. Asked her “why is that?” . she said “cause you came here so often” and she just put it back to my pocket lol.
And she still down to meet up for lunch outside . Cause im too busy working, its just hard for both of us to match our free time.[/QUOTE]
She sure knows how to play you psychologically making you think you are special, reality is, she just wants to have other guys to pay for her meals and kill time.
Give yourself a few slaps and hopefully you can wake up earlier than this and not go any deeper!
Update :
So she decided to go back to japan with her boyfriend at the end of october . Cause her visa condition . Really sad to hear that.
But yeah trying to book her overnight. Hopefully she down for that.
Here i am sitting in the parking lot again . My fifth visit. Funny thing is last time i visited her i feel like im not that into her anymore . I think i get bored. Taking my GF out lastnight . Look into her eyes. And i was like . Holy cow why im so dumb ? Shes been in my roller coaster life this whole time . Never leave me when im on the bottom. While im being dickhead . Fucking another girl behind her. And may lead to STD .
I think this will be my last visit. Or second last. Lets see how this gonna turn out .
This is normal of course you will get bored fucking the same lady, hence this you are visiting the ML in the first place as you got bored with fucking your GF.
This is why you need to remember it’s a business transaction and don’t get attached.
Drop ur load and leave.
Hey Dude, Should enjoy the sessions u have left and someway it betters that’s she going back to Japan as it has taken it out of your hands ..
U will be left with great memories but also guarantee that there will be another ML that comes along that takes your fancy. We are built this way..
Also if she’s going back to Japan with her BF, that should also tell u something ..
Enjoy it, Pay for it n leave it.. Move on.. (some many hot new girls coming in always)
Maybe one final pump as a sweet memory?
Do you honestly think you are in the right head space to make a decision as important as getting married? Seriously.