Quote Originally Posted by Phaser74 View Post
why am I (phaser) here paying women for sex?
Without being too specific, my lovely wife has severe physical and emotional trauma at the hands of two rapists. One a blood relative, one a fellow university student. Despite us having three adorable girls, sexual intimacy is a challenge. These may never be solved. As she is also of Korean descent, I am not allowed a girlfriend, but can look after myself as I see fit. She knows my allegiance is with her, forever and always. Our aim is to raise our daughters to be strong, independent woman and fiercely protect them from the environments they will one day walk into.
Everyone has their own situation and why we do this. I would prefer not to, but know I have my own issues in dealing with this from my end. My job is to not allow this to interfere in my life with my queen and princesses.
Geez Phaser, bring down the mood, why don't ya?!

But seriously, hope you and your Queen get some support to get through all that torment. We all have some crosses to bear.

Happy New Year all. Over and out.