
Originally Posted by
edging
Good thread for some self-reflection..
Yes, I think I'm addicted. Been punting for around 2 years now.. started with Kings Court, then E&B privates, then 108 Mirage, and these days mostly Ada's massage shops.
Honestly, it feels like a bottomless pit that never gets filled.
I'm happily married, but there were certain desires like oral and etc. that weren't being fulfilled in my relationship.. and that's where it all started. I somehow convinced myself that punting was therapy for my mental well-being.. lol.
Initially, I went to Kings Court thinking I'd just sit in a spa with sexy ladies, enjoy some touching, LFK and a happy ending. No sex meant I was still being a good boy.. haha.
Then came E&B privates.. still no sex, just happy endings. About a year later, one girl got me so excited that I finally crossed that line and had sex.. and there was no looking back.
Fast forward to today.. I was recently doing the maths and realised I've probably spent $25K in 2 years, easily 100 punts!
Now I crave at least one punt every week.. and even that's evolving. It's no longer just about sex or a happy ending. I want more passionate, intimate, proper GFE encounters.. DFK, cuddling, chemistry, everything.
The scary thing about desire is that satisfying it doesn't always make it disappear.. sometimes it just teaches you to want more.
I genuinely think I'm addicted. No major regrets, but definitely not proud of it either.
Do I want to become sane again? Absolutely. But do I have the willpower? Honestly, I don't know.
Has anyone here been through something similar and managed to get it under control? Any advice? Please help me..
And here's the ridiculous irony.. even while writing this confession, part of my brain is wondering who gives the best passionate DFK in Sydney massage shops.. which shop, which girl? Please tell me..