Hmmm, here is where I admit that while seeing my regular has given me a new perspective on life, the actual addiction to her is stronger than I've been willing to admit. Failing to follow through on the lessons she's taught me makes me a bad student who is hot for teacher! I've seen her 10 times in the last month and going cold turkey isn't an option. I'm distracted at work. I'm distracted at home. HOT FOR TEACHER AAAAAAAAAA!!!!!