Yeah it's hard.

I've fallen into the trap of seeking companionship when visiting some of these parlours. And when a ML is receptive and good at what she does, my sensors immediately flicker and I fall for the trap.

Having been a punter for roughly 5 years, I think it's the phase I'm going through where I am looking for more than just sexual relief.

I feel alot better reading some of your constructive comments. This site also serves as a mini counselling page where punters come to the rescue of other punters.

One thing I have learnt is that I need to get a girlfriend. I need to work on fixing myself first and the rest will take care of itself. When guys are deprived emotionally/sexually, I think we tend to latch on to the first sign of interest from a girl. I clearly did that and invested myself too much into something that she thought not much more than a transaction.

Feelsbad but i feel better knowing there are punters out there who have so much more experience and knowledge and are passing their words of wisdom down.

Off to the gym.

Yours truly