Well I haven't given up yet. Next time I will stop overthinking too much. First time is always the hardest with everything and only gets better. But first I gotta cut down on porn. And maybe next time book 30 minutes then extend if I feel good with a girl I like until I find one....

Porn back in the old days doesn't have the same effect as ones now. It wasn't as hardcore and so accessible. Now it's tons of images and high speed streaming that it kinda dulls the brain. I guess too much dessert is bad for you...