
Originally Posted by
niva321
Thanks for your perspective.
You are right, I should not give too much to her.
There is some relevant information that I guess I missed. When spending time with her, I really felt like she was in love with me. She laughed at everything I said. All the little mannerisms. If it was all fake, she needs an Oscar for SURE, and I will prob need a fuckton of therapy. In any case, I'm set on minimizing what this is in my life. But at the same time this is a great exercise to be present in the moment. I should consider myself lucky, not many opportunities where the goal is to enjoy the present.