i log in to my account in private browsing just so i can answer this question, albeit I am just a mediocre asian dude at best.

I have been a virgin for 27 years and only until the last few years did I realize my I am severely lacking in social skills because of the bad developments in childhood and formative years. (strict parenting high school bullies etc)

I don't like crowds or going out often. The girls i had a crush on in the past were full with excuses - "i am not into a relationship", "you are too young"etc

I was struck by enlightenment this week that i might never meet a half decent girl that i actually like so why would I save my sexual encounter for that. So i booked my first session this week and I had no remorse.

I am even thinking about losing my virginity to an escort or ML that i like in a few months because I am now all about the mentality that i would rather rent an audi rs3 for a short period of time than being stuck with a Corolla for eternality.