I think I could afford to pay but I should control myself, I don't wanna be sex addicted man. If I will be, I couldn't think about my small business for sure.

I tried to find out any reason to support my regular punt, I go to punt when I hornny or I feel too stress from my job and need to relax, that's why I'd stuck with the girl, she could make me happy and feel better every times I see her. I always spend time on the session 50-60% to talk to her. She always say to me don't think too much everything will be alright (different another in my real life, it's a problem why you don't blah blah blah...) May be I will be an old man who need the young cute girl beside and talk.

But I couldn't find any reasons to support my punt crawls!, It's shouldn't happen relate to my health problem. I think I my medicines are crushing in my body, physical side and healthy side. I will go to see my GP today, and ask him what side I should stop, actually there are important for my body.

And the last one that I must control is my mind. I should set up my rule to limit punting and spend my brain capacity on my business. Just spoil myself 2 main dishes and 1 or 2 dessert menu should be enough.