This topic can be challenging to talk about. Death is one of those things that touches all of us at some point, and it's not easy to deal with. Celebrating the memories of those we've lost can bring some comfort. For instance, choosing something meaningful like Granite Headstones can be an excellent way to honor and remember someone special. It might help to think about their positive impact on your life and how you can keep their memory alive in your own way. Everyone deals with loss differently, and taking your time with it is okay.
I want to die peacefully in my sleep.
It is not death as you inevitably won’t know. But it is the journey to get there. We are all on a journey and as someone mentioned above you won’t know when you blow your last load. The punter journey really is about not having negative sentiments about your life along the lines “I wish I had” rather than in the process of dying reflect about those sessions with the ladies and “been there done that”. If your orientation is sexual in nature and your punts have accordingly been good in nature your memories until you
can’t remember will in themselves have a sublime lining that your very being will relish and cherish. Just get on with life and make sure you complete your puzzle as no one else lives your life and therefore can’t do it for you.
Sounds very Zen. For me punter life is like a degenerate gambler. Down on his luck, putting things into holes he shouldn't be hoping for a better outcome than last time.
Shunned by society and its citizens, trying to buy happiness and saying to himself, this time I will win big...and then....death
Reminded of a saying from an old friend some years ago : "life's a bitch and then you die ...."
All said in jest and not my philosophy, but sometimes......
im not really sure what the point of this thread is, but heres experience.. in my 20's (im now late 40's) i was practically on death row for bout 8 years. wont give specifics here. but in the space of approx 3-4 years i was pronounced dead at least 5 times that i can remember (or that i know of). and sometimes they wasnt even sure. . i came good by my 30's and now healthy as and havnt looked back. it does annoy me that i lost nearly 10 years of my young life, but hey beggers cant be choosers.
i can say, for me anyway, eventually death has no meaning. its not as scary as it sounds/seems. it would just depend on how you go of course. being smothered by kdolls seems better than getting hit buy a bus. but once the bus hits you provided your brain blocks out the pain of no legs, you will be at peace as you're bleeding out. you may even enjoy it, or find comfort. kinda like being stoned off your head.
The option to start a life and end a life is always in our hands.. At anytime. I focus on all the acts that can create a life.
A bit morbid but most people likely have moved on in life and able to escape the addiction I'd hope!