Quote Originally Posted by Linq View Post
Guys the girl i am "in love" with is nazuna from Ginza 479.

I've made a video review on it. You can check it out from my profile page under threads started.

I feel I am too old to be punting. I'm sure I spoke about this topic on this thread before. I had an ML who was asking to be her boyfriend and after many weeks I decided it wouldn't work out because my feelings just isn't quite there and I'm not the sort of person who changes his feelings.

Also by saying I "love" Nazuna I meant i feel fondness for her. I wish her the best in her endeavours.

Again, I only started posting in on here several months ago because I had lost my job but I now I got another job I need to focus on my life again.

Also, I do come on here to lurk and stuff but tbh recently with my other stuff in my life finally being sorted out and all and because aus99 isn't what it used to be I feel that it's time that I hang up the punting mantle.

Tbh I stopped punting in 2019 but shit got so real that I punted to fill the emotional disarray, so having a sex industry is good for mental health, better than a psychologist tbh.

Now that those things have resolved I can't justify punting anymore. This all kind of makes sense since I went from after 2020 WLs because of covid to back to MLs as covid ends and with my life being sorted my brain no longer sees the justification in punting. Basically I punt for the human interaction to fill a void and to relieve personal disarray related stress but I no longer need that.

I figured I may also use this opportunity to answer questions on how to quit punting because I've seen a thread on this before. For those ppl I would say there's nothing wrong with punting and there's.notbing to be ashamed of in punting. Having a legal sex industry helped me get through hard times. You will quit naturay when the time comes.

But yeah, punting is getting stale. I've forgotten about rosters. I only have 3 ppl who I am fond of enough to think about but Im over them for the most part as well. One being Nazuna the other is this woman from 46 springhouse that I haven't seen in a year and just today I am over that ML who asked me to be her boyfriend because I've been visiting her once every 2 weeks for a bit and after each orgasm or even after each orgasm from me masturbating fantasizing a relationship with her the closer my brain gets to the acceptance that it wouldn't work out. Which rly reminds me of my mind in terms of attraction. If I'm not sure about this person then it wouldn't work. I feel no desire to visit her anymore either and might delete her WeChat. I'm just looking forward to and thinking about my work.

Also, Nazuna recently came back and I my response to her coming back was "ehhh" there's no future between us why bother. So if it's just me going back for the sex then obviously it'll eventually get stale if I see no future. I mean her pussy is amazing and all but I'm in too good of a place rn so my brains like "ehhh". It's like yeah power rangers used to be cool. I cbf watching it as an adult now though.

So basically those 3 sex workers which I feel anything for is gone and I cbf looking for new girls on the rosters. This is exactly the motion I went through when I stopped watching anime; stuck with what I know and when i either got bored of that or when it ended I didn't bother looking for new ones nor bother with spin off sequels, I don't even watch one piece anymore and don't give a fuck how it ends, by virtue of storytelling formula it'll obviously be some one big hopeful ending with an impactful message.

I decided to write this as an emotional farewell to my punting journey as I've been lurking since 2017 and those were good times when Alungor and others regularly posting. And also as an emotional farewell to finally sorting out my life disaster which I encountered in 2019.

Also I remember when the old forum website was still available. Shit was so cash.

But yeah this place isn't the same and I can see why the old regulars are no longer regulars. The new regulars are cringe and Reddit tier. Adios. Maybe I'll be back again when I'm going through deep shit again which I doubt. I'll never let myself go through that again.

Also, I'm not deleting my videos. Shits not even deep to me. I post myself on multiple parts of the internet man (I do have some hotel review videos which I might make public again I might future)
Quote Originally Posted by Spectra View Post
March 18 2008 is about as far back as this forum goes that I know. Since then a plethora of members have wafted through and like our dearly departed friends and family they are soon forgotten. Yes forgotten. A member is only as good as his last post remember that.

You talk about the good times in 2017 and this being an emotional farewell? Forget this place and concentrate on moving forward, stable employment, bettering yourself, getting fit and having a different mindset. The gym in railway parade closest to you has plenty of hot chicks. Go there work out, beef up and who knows you may get lucky?

Do not seek solace in women visited at sex premises, it doesn’t go down well for all concerned.

I stayed away from replying to you as I didn’t want to entice. Swim with the sharks and you’ll get eaten. Focus on improving yourself and not wasting money on frivolity. The money you spend on punting can get you nice clothes, that gym membership or that car you always wanted. Set some decent goals and after you’ve achieved them then come back to punting.

For example I stopped for eight years and devoted my sex energy to business. Once you can do that anything is possible.

Try it.
The mistake here is you think anyone cares. Falling in love with a Ginza girl? 😂😂 What a simp