I don’t see jaded at all. She still had enthusiasm and was happy to smile and laugh. Even poke fun at me.
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I am sure many people know her better than me, several on PM at least, so to offer clear personality traits or a deep profile is not what I do or did.
I said
Cheeky personality.
At a critical juncture in her journey.
Has that keeping you at a distance thai feel.
You just arent sure of your standing with her.
Apart from a cheeky disposition, she was uncomfortable talking about herself and preferred the focus to be on you in discussion.
I do feel there is an aura of sadness about her.
She may have been messed around in real life or by punters or by life in general. Who knows?
But her heart is just not in this job.
her self sacrifice is at the heart.
Others may be taking advantage of her good nature though.
Thats hardly a deep and reasoned profile. Lots of “may” and basic thoughts.
For these parts its more than the usual “I fucked her pussy….with my dick” type posts
Guess this audience knows what it wants.
The purpose it serves is to show understanding at the plight of the woman in front of us. My ego is irrelevant. Almost all the PMs I have received about her all point to the human side of her. How awful some men are and how conflicted she and others can be at what they are doing. Those that know her great. My hope is that those who dont, and now see her, have some understanding that shes just not some piece of meat and to treat her with some respect and kindness.
So I stuck my dick in, wiggled it around and came kind of review? Any plod can do that. I noticed no such comment on any of my other reviews, hinting at a protective/self serving comment from you. I understand being protective if you know her well. Several of the PMs i got also know her very well, but were congratulatory on my tone and information. If you feel the other way, this review isn’t for you.
Sorry, I’m not up on what Freud 101 is these days. Some of us go to massage shops, do our business with a warm female body and think no more. A la the blow up doll punter. Others like to imagine it’s a more intimate setting and need a level of understanding about the person we “make love” to. Privacy? I did not mention her real name, what car she drives, what the name of her cat was when she was 12 or anything discernible outside my imagined motivations for her
Angle? You are placing yourself as a modern expert of psych analysis. Analyse me.
I do these type of reviews because the likes of fredwards reviews are for simpletons, which are essentially useless. He can shorten his reviews to basically “YMMV”. Utterly useless.
He didn’t think i would do more than one review in a childish rant. I promised 5 and delivered. No holding back on the ml, service or my thoughts. It’s all out there for the Jung in you to analyse. Have at it.
Why would I have any interest in “asking her put”? I go to the shop for 1 hour, 45 minutes or whatever the case may be. We talk, they massage, then we do extras. I go back to work or home. They repeat the process with another customer.
What kind of nut case shows them their review? There’s some psych analysis for you to delve into. What kind of world would it be if every day we woke up to 1000 new reviews, previously discussed with the ml in advance. Transparent? That is ludicrous. My whole point is I don’t know a lot about her. She keeps herself to herself. Others on PM have said as much and they have seen a whole lot more of her than i did. Therefore I can only guess at some things and my perception sees others.
You have no idea what my afterthoughts will be. They are dictated by private messages, which i will then amalgamate, curate and disseminate into a coherent thought. Most of these messages place way more humanity on her than i did. She is a loved figure that seems unattainable emotionally. Yet desired. I have nothing but good thoughts about her and would prefer she was not working in this industry while she has hope of a normal life. There are very few woman doing this i would say that about. Kyla at Fresh Day for example has far less experience than Fairy and many similar traits and I care not for her mortal soul. There is just something about this girl that engenders a different set of feelings among her customers.
I am not qualified to offer diagnosis on what goes on in her head, but I can hazard a guess. Just like those guys that say “she loves it”, when in actuality her (As in all mls) head is just trying to get through the moment without wanting to slit their wrist. They love the money, the attention, the fact they don’t have a normal boss. There are many reasons they do this job. Very few of them actually enjoy the sex on an emotional level.
My final thoughts will come soon. I’m working through a couple of PMs to clarify some of the stories.
If anyone thinks less of Fairy after my final thoughts i’d be surprised. She is a genuinely nice person.
Those around her, not so much.











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